“ Embody inherent joy and your magical Being!
Kay Arwen
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“ Embody inherent joy and your magical Being!
Kay Arwen
The trail led me up today as I felt pulled to walk above the snow line so, totally unprepared with completely the wrong footwear, I found myself walking within a white wonderland. You have to admit, being surrounded by the mystical silence of the cold white landscape which exists at the top of mountains is magical and other worldly. Stepping gingerly on ice covered rocks and taking care that each footstep is well grounded and will hold you is certainly one way of bringing your attention right into the present moment, and serves as a reminder that you can use the same technique where ever you are and no matter what surrounds you. Simply by focusing on each forward footstep you automatically ground your energy and focus into and onto the present moment. A wise teacher, Mary Morrisey, once said that stillness leads to clarity and clarity leads to greater awareness. This is so true. You can attain true stillness when you observe what your body, your thoughts and your emotions are doing and then sink beneath these things to observe your breath. You then automatically are acutely aware of stillness even if you are surrounded by a hub of fuzz and noise. Its fun to play with and a great way to centre yourself, whether ‘Up’ or not . . . But as I am, here is my moment of ‘stillness’. I thought that I would share it: A moment of stillness: Mystical light subtly infused, With minds and thoughts of men. A line of a forgotten past, When magic held our hands tight fast And led us through the maze of debauchery, Of modern perceptions of reality To a now forgotten space of light Of fertility, abundance and Gaia’s might Where dancing among the stars was norm And humanities freedom never bourn. Namaste, Kay x
Another Seal Day Took advantage of a break in the cloud to take my swim today. Well I say swim, the tide was well out and it was more of a dip in water that, in typical Atlantic style, was an anti social level of cold. Still it was one of those times I love; when the water has a soft swell that moves serenely by. A mirror, unbroken by waves, irresistible to me and, it seems, the two seals who are increasingly showing an interest in my visits to their patch. I have to confess, I usually only catch a head swimming above the water at a distance. They see me, I see them and that’s it. A healthy distance kept all round. Today, however, it was different. Perhaps it was because I had been playing in the shallows, laying flat in the water and pulling myself along with my forearms to be with a shoal of fish who were more than curious at my behaviour. The seals were also curious as to what I was up to, and I suddenly was aware of one of them swimming towards me. I have to admit I was spooked by its direct line for me and sat up in the water, a movement which caused it to stop and regard me from a distance instead of coming closer. Pretty magical to say the least. It dived, but I could still feel it watching me as I made for the shore. I needed that magic today. It has been one of those days when everything feels pointless, all one way. I’ve been writing and rewriting for months… self motivation isn’t an issue. In fact the opposite is true, for those who are self employed or creatives like me I’m sure you’ll get that. Giving yourself a break can be non existent if you’re not careful and before you know it you’re feeling frazzled. A dunk in freezing water solves it all, as usual… and entertains the local wildlife too it seems. I’ve been writing about Atlantians and water folk. Perhaps the seal thought I was a Scottish Silkie… its been said before!
What matters is how you see yourself The weather was sublime today. Quite deceiving because it made the loch water actually look inviting. The harsh reality however, is that this is Scotland, not the tropics. Still, the Wild Swimmers amongst us will appreciate that cold temperatures don’t equate to a ‘no go’. Rather they equate to arms and legs burning with the cold and a sense of euphoria when, after a very quick swim, a red, lobster looking version of yourself steps out from the water. A mad smile flits across my face as in that moment I reflect on the call with Derek Rydall’s healing circle last evening (at least it was evening here on the Isle Of Skye). One of the topics touched on was that what matters is not how others see or perceive you, but rather how you see yourself. In that moment, a red lobster dancing, not very elegantly, over sharp rocks! The joys of cold water dipping. Perception is a funny thing. Lots of our perceptions we are conscious of but the majority we are not. It can be quite a game to uncover all the perceptions that we run our lives by and, by default, which subconsciously run our lives if we allow them. One thing I have noticed however is that many people don’t actually observe how they perceive themselves. Not really. Not entirely. Do you see yourself as whole, amazing and complete? Or does even the thought of that make a facet of you contract and cringe? Be honest? Do you see the universe as whole, amazing and complete? Or do you actually have a fear about ‘what is out there?’ and although you are more than happy to embrace the divine, oneness, God…whatever label you resonate with, is there a part of you that holds back on what actually is ‘out there’ ? By that I mean, does it hold onto a fear and judgement around other energy labels, star beings, dragons, elementals… Its all divine. Its all oneness. I’ve seen energies all my life. From the age of three I remember seeing faeries and star beings and Jesus would come and tell me stories. The first time I went into a church I remember now pointing to the tortured figure on the cross and asking my mum who that was. When I was told that was Jesus I was dismayed at what I perceived to be a total lie. I remember the look on my mothers face when I told her that wasn’t what Jesus looked like. The thing is, in truth, it isn’t the case of either or. Its the case of all. Everything is energy and its all divine. It truly is the case of not only how you see yourself that is important on this journey of ours, but also how you look at what is around you. How you consciously choose, as a being of light, to perceive the energies of the cosmos. And the beauty is, YOU get to choose. You get to choose what you play with. Yet that said, no matter how hard you try to perceive the ocean around the Isle of Skye as tropical bliss, your body still tells you that its freezing! Still, no good or bad. Just oneness . . . so I’ll embrace the red lobster until I get warm at least! Namaste Kay
Ask & Receive. FACT? Do you ask and then expect to receive? or, Do you ask and have doubts that you will receive? or, Do you not even bother asking because you are certain that you wont receive or be heard in the first place? Its an interesting question to be curious about. Because it truly reflects back at you how you are holding yourself within your current paradigm. If the quantum flow of energy is ask and it gets created, which is the truth as we are divine beings of light who have the natural ability to create everything with our focus and thought. Then holding back or having other perceptions around this that in any way shape or form hold us back from accepting that as an absolute fact is eye opening. So… which category do you feel you are most likely to fall into? Do you ask and then know that your request will come to you? Do you try and chase that request by being almost a slave to the manifestation of it – which in truth keeps it at bay, or do you simply not ask because your past story is that it will only lead to pain and disappointment? Be curious and see what insights into your own behaviour bubble up for you. Whatever is getting in the way from you setting a manifestation and then letting it go knowing that it will unfold… release it now! Lets create the joy, abundance and lives that we are here to create! Namaste Kay
You only experience Source by ‘experience’ So what do I mean by experience? For me experience means walking forward connected to your sovereign power with confidence and courage. Complete in the knowing that the Universe or Source is with you and within you. Does this mean that you never have seeming disasters? No of course not. What it does mean however is that you can move through these seeming disasters knowing that although this way may have been blocked it was for good reason, knowing that there is another way opening that is more in alignment with who you are. This isn’t always easy and takes courage, but what you must never ever do is make the disaster mean anything about YOU. Keep moving forward and don’t dim your light! This is easier said than done at times, especially when you have been triggered and an old perception or story bubbles to the surface. It can take a lot of focus not to slump into that old thought pattern or patterns. To not allow the experience to mean something about you. Truly though, no matter how much the ego mind kicks and screams and does its best to remind you that you are experiencing this because its your fault and pounding you with guilt, shame or blame… don’t go there! Do not allow that ego mind to take centre stage. STOP BREATHE One technique is to do some joy and abundance breathing. Place your hand on your heart and bring your awareness into your body and out of the ego’s playground of the mind. Consciously breathe in love, joy and abundance. Send energy down through your feet and feel roots connecting them to the Earth. Bring golden light back up through your roots into your feet. Stay in your body and in your connection to Earth until you feel more at ease, repeat this as often as necessary. Remember ultimately that we all have a choice. Even when we are experiencing situations that we would rather not experience. We can still stay connected to Source and move through these situations without giving them a story, without feeding them extra energy that will only perpetuate them. We always have a choice and having this choice sets us free. External situations do not rule who we are. We get to choose our feelings and our thoughts. As we do consciously live from these chosen feelings and thoughts, then magic truly does happen! Just for today play with breathing joy and choosing to be free and expansive! Namaste Kay
Faeries & the Elementals as a path to raising your awareness and creating abundance?! It may seem whimsical and somewhat air headed to many to be dancing with the Elemental realm and communicating with Nature Spirits, but as an advocate for that realm it truly is time for the significance and impact that these realms can have on raising your consciousness and vibration, aligning to your sovereign power and your abundance, be recognised. Work with the Elementals and you work with the angelic realm and the realm of other worldly beings. It’s all connected. It is segregation that keeps humanity stuck and lost. Segregation from the truth, segregation from each other and segregation from him or herself. As a child enter the kingdom of heaven. Children love magic. They haven’t locked into the ego program of disbelief or rather of believing that the magic realm doesn’t exist, at least that it only exists in stories. And yet the greatest teachers of human history have made an impact through telling stories and why is this? Because stories contain an element of truth and as such they speak to the heart and soul of those who are engaged with those stories. Look at the impact of epic adventures, of Harry Potter of Lord of the Rings and Star wars. They appeal to billions of people, billions and why?, because they contain elements of an underlyingly truth about the universe and the energy that is within and contains all things. That being Source or to use another term. Magic. It’s a word. Yet so many people scorn and scoff at that word, magic. Yet the paradox is that within them, deep inside they scoff because there is an inner child who longs for it to be truth, to be real, but there shadow that part of them which has bought into the ego program has placed a belief in the way of their experiencing this energy and dimension as real. They have in effect locked themselves out of the experience of that dimension. People can accept the existence of angels because religions speak of them as messengers to the Divine. Angels are other worldly beings. Elementals, dragons, faeries, Natures Spirits, Unicorns… are also otherworldly beings who are steeped in myth and legend, who were here in this dimension aeons before established religion and yet they are often considered as lesser than when it comes to their impact. I ask you the question, how do you feel when you consider faeries as a path to God? Or Unicorns and Dragons as a path to ascension? Do you feel a contraction of disbelief inside? Does part of you believe it could be true but another part of you squirm? That part is the ego program that has taken hold. That delightful program that was designed to and does very successfully, keep mankind stuck. It time to bridge the gap and work with the elemental realms to access divinity and a pathway for humans beings to open to the truth of why they are on earth. If you want to explore this more and feel drawn to playing with the elementals whilst opening up to the serious messages that they have and how they can help you learn to master your own energy field and unlock your abundance then come and join the monthly meets on Zoom! Namaste Enjoy your Journey X
Breaking through ceilings & taking things to the next level Breaking through ceilings & taking things to the next level can often seem a challenge. It is difficult when you are acting out the same daily routine or daily practice and despite your best efforts you feel like you end up with the same results. But are you really? Or is it the case that behind the scenes the universe is conspiring an entire array of new experiences and new adventures for you? That is certainly the case for me in my journey. I thought was in the same cycle, all be it the cycles got larger as I opened up to the truth of who I was as an Atlantian. Before I evolved and broke through the ceiling of norm and limitation that I had placed around myself I felt stuck. I knew that I had created this limitation but for whatever reason no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t seem to break through my own ceiling. So despite the yearning to take my life to the next level, I slumped. Being able to experience some of the amazing things that other people seem to experience seemed an elusive task that quite frankly just left me feeling miserable and depressed as all my efforts appeared to come to nothing. Its hard being motivated and sustaining energy and effort into change and growth when nothing appears to be happening don’t you think? What brought me my biggest shift? When I finally made the decision to change, and changed physically. To do something different, to change the status quo. Sure this wasn’t perhaps the smoothest ride and it involved some major upheavals. Like leaving a relationship. Or moving to the other end of the country. These were not without their own issues! If I had bought into the notion that change isn’t easy so it can’t truly meant to be, then quite frankly I wouldn’t have done it. Change was such a challenge! Still, massive upheaval or not, it triggered movement and that movement led to new things. Yet despite it all, despite all the change you can still feel that there is something more. For me, that is when its time to go inward and upgrade your energies within your inner landscape too. That can feel to be as difficult as changing your external landscape at times and yet there are pathways that have been pre trodden that you can follow. Easier than forging a completely new path; like some explorer hacking their way through the undergrowth of a jungle. KaiAmea is one way that you can do this. Using it you can expand your awareness and consciousness, allowing you to open up to deeper levels of who you are. This allows you to realise your potential and ground that through into your reality. Levelling up your avatar like some icon in a computer game. KaiAmea is a pathway and contains energy symbols from Atlantia and from other star beings that disperse stagnant energy and restore harmony smoothly and effectively. Change doesn’t always have to be traumatic. Says she who always seems to have does things the hardest way possible! Maybe that’s why I originally launched KaiAmea, the ultimate tool of self help. For myself! There’s a thought! Namaste Kay
Mother Nature: Our home. Is connecting to it running away therefore? I always loved wild places. I’ve always loved wild swimming. Being in nature is a solace. It is true that Mother Nature has tremendous healing potential. Since the pandemic hit mankind lots of people have reawakened to this. They are seeking a closer connection to nature, moving from the cities out to the mountains or to the countryside. People are changing their life style, their perspective. Does this mean that they are running away from themselves? Or does it mean rather that they are responding to a deep primeval urge to reconnect to Mother Earth and be in the flow with the elements? Rather than live like an alien on their own planet. The elements are within the chakras and the human energy system after all. Not only that we are made up of the same elements as Earth. It makes perfect sense does it not therefore that the human being seeks to be fully grounded and present in and on Earth. This isn’t running away or avoidance, rather an innate acceptance and realization of who we are and where we come from as human beings. Growth and expansion is a natural phenomenon. Life is divine. Life is Source, God, call it whatever you resonate with. Connection to nature brings connection to yourself. As your chakras align to the natural rhythms within and around Earth your awareness opens and you shift. This is what my Light Language Alchemy supports. It brings nature and the elements to you, reawakening and realigning them within your chakras and energy system through activation with light codes. It can all sound very far out there at first perhaps. But if you truly want to grow and expand, to take your vibration and awareness to the next level, then you not only have to leave the past behind; you have to seek and explore new dimensions and paradigms. You have to grow. Growth isn’t always easy. Yet it is natural. By connecting to nature and aligning with the elements we see it happening all around us everyday! Growth… involves a stretch of some sort. Stretch your own paradigm and truly embody who and what you were born to be! Namaste Enjoy your journey, Kay.
‘…Words are limiting…but I was floating in a sea of light…I felt my body being ‘opened up’ and all the old stuff..all my buried emotions and pain…it was all taken away…amazing’
…was feeling at my wits end..needed someone to turn to who would intuit, guide and understand…without judgement or bias… WOW! Kay…This was JUST what I needed..THANK YOU!
The most significant experience for me is that I have discovered my creativity… Kay and her Kaiamea has aided all aspects of my life, including at home and at work. I had become so bogged down with living I had forgotten how to open my eyes.
KaiAmea has helped my confidence and self esteem. It has helped me move on in my life. I am able to approach problems with less stress and a calmer attitude.
KaiAmea has made me re evaluate myself and return to who I once was but who I had lost along the way!
Kay’s Kaiamea has helped me so much. I love it because its helping me find myself. A true road of discovery to who I am. It has helped me learn so much about myself.
With Kay’s help I felt like I came home to myself. Everything now has so much more meaning. Thanks Kay for giving me the energy and guidance to get this far!
This blew my mind. I was sceptical. How could someone I didn’t even know help me without even meeting me? Yet it was as if Kay had known me for years… helping me in not just recognising emotions and thoughts that were holding me back.
Kay has helped me overcome my problems with food and my relationship with myself and others to discover the joy, freedom and power of who I really am.
Kay has given me the tools to take back my power and the strength to take responsibility for myself and my life.
Meeting Kay has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. I now lead a free life without the fear that used to hold me back.
Brilliant!…this has empowered me to own my destiny – not to sit and wait for ‘fate’ – and to be confident in who I am.Thank you Kay…for an amazing way of life and real, authentic inner contentment.
I have been fortunate to have had 2 readings with Kay …outstanding! I am so grateful to her for the guidance she gave.
Kay has always been so accurate…I always feel euphoric afterwards. She has a very gentle, calming way about her.